Affirmations For The Day
I can experience almost anything I choose to
I come into a situation that provides me with an outlet that is beyond my wildest imagination, and it can serve me well right away.
What I have to offer is far more valuable than I realize
I have unlimited options to choose from in all areas of my life for both present and future
My life has themes of both exploration and adventure.
I put my creativity to the test for good each day.
My creativity and intuition expand more each day.
Preface; I must make it clear that I acknowledge and feel blessed
for all of the people who visit my blogs and look at my writings online.
However, I must make it clear that I am not preaching on how anyone must live.
Additionally, I am not trying to compete with anyone in my personal or work
like. I write these freestyle stories and post links online with a compete-free
mindset and as a way to often constructively and creatively channel
unconventional andor controversial emotions andor thoughts coursing through my
spirit/soul. Last, but not least, I must
make it clear that my husband and I intend to stay married to each other for
the rest of our current lifetimes regardless of whether we ever do a long
distance marriage or not. My plans on where I would aim to purchase a home for
my husband and I are separate from my intent to be a better wife for my husband
and a stronger financial provider for our marriage. This also includes my
intent to improve myself and have a thinner body. I am fortunate that my
husband sees the beauty in me even when I weighed at my heaviest (I was once
around 217 pounds but now I am fortunately in the 180s with an intent to get
much skinnier). My determination to get thinner is separate from the fact that
he fortunately treats me as a queen and more to do with me doing what I legally
have to do to get back to a similar bodyweight that I had when I first met my
husband. Last, but not least, I acknowledge responsibility in any gossip that I
may have brought upon myself by opening up my mouth about my confession in
regards to missing military life. However, I must make it clear that my missing
military life,temptation to rejoin the military once I reach a certain goal
weight, and if andor when I would relocate have little to do with my current
job at University of Maryland College Park, little to do with even my previous
job at Walmart, and even less to do with my husband Rusty Ridler who means the
world to me. I do not know how often andor if my husband, my mother in law,
andor other family members look at my googleplus blogs. However, I felt it
necessary to set the record straight that my goals around my weight loss, my
military life nostalgia, my long-term residence dilemma have little to do with
my husband and my current job (which I happen to appreciate having despite my
at times zany behavior). For instance, a recent conversation with a family
member I trust made me wonder what other people who do not even know me but
know of me outside of my apartment are thinking. A family member I trust was naturally
concerned that my letting go of a number of books had to do with my marriage
and possibly other areas. My letting go of extra items in my apartment
truthfully has little to do with my marriage and more to do with my weight loss
goals and other certain goals I need to keep to myself for now. I am tempted to
say more but I must refrain from doing so out of concern of giving too much
power to certain rumors. However, I must repeat that my writings and what I
post online are posted with competition free intent and are in no way meant to
preach to anyone. Rather, my writings and what I post online are just a more
healthy and constructive way for me to channel my sensual, unconventional, and
creative spirit in a less controversial manner to the general public.
Additionally, some of my short and long-term goals that I shared in my last
freestyle story Weight Loss Outcome are independent from the fact that my
husband and I intend to stay married to each other for the rest of our lives
and have little to do with my current job which I would prefer to stay employed
at during my time of residing in the Washington D.C. area. The goals I
mentioned the other day have actually been harboring in my mind since early
2013. However, I have finally taken successful action on at least one of the
goals (weight loss) since late 2016 after realizing that I am subconsciously committing
a slow suicide to myself by not trying hard enough to get skinnier. Additionally, as a mixed race woman with an
eccentric personality (no matter how hard I have tried to blend andor fit in my
immediate environments), I have realized that my success in getting back down
to my goal weight is going to indirectly affect me both personally and
professionally (career wise, schoolwise) for the rest of my life whether I
accept this truth or not and regardless of how others judge my weight loss
efforts (even I know as a woman who respects other women and men that many men
can get away with carrying some extra weight in their career lives but for a
woman especially a woman of my personality not so much). Last, but not least, I
also acknowledge that my writings and behavior have been more shocking as of lately andor probably give fuel for the
many people looking at my writings room to gossip (both critics and maybe even
some well-meaning andor concerned supporters). However, I confess that part of
my crazy and shocking behavior has stemmed from me feeling different and
changed after recently picking up (less than two months ago)that there has been
outside influence that I sense from at least one other person andor other
people coming into the dreams of both not just myself but my amazing husband
Rusty Ridler as well (a woman such as myself prefers to keep secrets on how I
have logically and intuitively figured this out). The positives; I have been
able to parlay this situation into creative fuel for some of my freestyle stories.
The caveat; this dream realization coupled with my awareness that I may have to
reincarnate back on earth in a future lifetime has caused me to go after what I
want with more gusto while also realizing that I am attracting judgement from
others on how they feel I should act. However, this new realization of me
having to potentially reincarnate back on earth in a future lifetime has made
me more determined to live my life to the fullest even if it means I make some
controversial andor unconventional moves to do so. Additionally, I am proud to
have been adopted around the age of 11-13 years old. However, I accept and know
that I am far from the golden sheep in my family and my long-term plans
involving where I live, career take that into account especially with the fact
that I have to accept the eventual reality that other people face of living
without both of their parents (my adoptive father is fortunately still alive at
78 years old but the truth is that he is fighting for his life/battling cancer
and might not see the year 2020 much less 2019, a fact that work to keep to
myself on facebook to not anger andor hurt my family members who look at andor
read my facebook posts, my adoptive mother already passed in 2002).
Somebody Told Me Freestyle Story by Stella Carrier
Inspired by the song Somebody Told Me by the Killers
Bert
Cooper is driving around in his Smart Fortwo model car while listening to the
Somebody Told Me Song by the Killers. Eerily Enough, this song is sometimes
somewhat a reality for him because he actually receives a lot of intuitive
insights from his late wife Carla Jackson. Bert has to keep many of his
insights a secret andor discreet because he knows that a lot of people would
think that he is crazy if he shares how he went from being owing quite a bit on
his student loans to debt-free, almost being a millionaire (his current
networth is $880,000 dollars), and owning both his home in Beverly Hills California
and a car outright in the span of just a year. Bert Cooper and his wife Carla
Jackson met when she was 19 and he was 20.
Bert
Cooper is currently 47 years old and wishes that he was able to share his
newfound wealth with his late wife. Carla Jackson died just two years earlier
when they both owed on their student loans but she managed to save up enough
money to buy a cheap home for them mortgage free on the east coast. Bert Cooper
stood by her throughout their numerous career and financial setbacks but things
mysteriously turned a positive corner when Carla Jackson got a job as a postal
delivery worker in Arlington Virginia. Carla Jackson was frequently gifted with
intuitive dreams to benefit both her and her husband and by the age of 37 she
was gifted at even turning around the crazy things coming into her dreams from
both supporters and rivals as well as intuitively seeing the hidden financial
andor spiritual gold whenever supporters
andor critics came into her husband’s dreams. Anyhow, after a career setback,
Carla had a dream involving her working at a post office labeled North Virginia
and for whatever reason seeing a house parked right near a building that said
Navy Exchange servicing the needs of Old Dominion. Less than 48 hours later, Carla got a job as
a postal delivery worker in Arlington, Virginia and immediately went to work
saving up for a house that she found online and intuitively acted on a whim to
purchase. The only caveat is that Carla had to coordinate with her employer to
give her enough time to drive from Norfolk Virginia where she bought the house
to drive up to Arlington, Virginia (which fortunately they did).
During this time, Bert Cooper was
staying with a magician friend in Bethesda Maryland and he was looking into
going to nursing school in Virginia for the sake of eventually joining his wife
Carla. Carla Jackson won a contest that involved her being able to attend an
Oscars Nominee luncheon event in California. Carla did not expect to win it as
she entered the contest for fun around the time she enrolled in an online
hybrid writing/screenwriting class just for fun. Bert Cooper and Carla Jackson
even coordinated their travel plans to include Disneyland. Tragically, Carla
Jackson was on her way to visiting Bert Cooper in Bethesda Maryland on the
metro train when it unexpectedly derailed and killed her and 3 others on it.
After she died, one of the first
places that Carla Jackson visited was the Akashic Records library where she
discovered that her short and unexpected death was actually from accomplishing
what her soul set out to do earlier than expected. However, Carla Jackson chose
a difficult life in order to train to be one of the most psychic and highly
intelligent people existing in one of her future lifetimes. Training was to
begin a week after her arrival in her new home in heaven. However, part of Carla’s
work in bringing her intuition to a more advanced level involved helping her
husband Bert Cooper with his financial needs. To do this, she had to train with
certain members of her spirit ally team and go to one of the schools in the
afterlife realm that specialize in intuition and imagination power training.
From a library setting, Carla was
able to transmit to her husband Bert ideas for a story to write in at least two
hours of his free time (which brought him to Beverly Hills). She was also
allowed to give information on five companies that are due to expand in the
future which allowed Bert Cooper to act on the information to invest and pay
off the rest of his student loans sooner than expected. The cheap 40,000 dollar
house that Carla Jackson bought for her and her husband appreciated to $120,000
dollars in the span of just 3 years. As a result, Bert Cooper was able to parlay
this appreciation to getting extra income to temporarily rent the home while he was temporarily away to California.
Bert Cooper loved his wife Carla
Jackson dearly but was sometimes naturally skeptical of her studying up on
expanding her intuition and other new age books and joked with her about
marrying a crazy woman who he still loved dearly. However, he became more of a
believer after the intuitive dream she had involving her purchasing the paid
for home and upon her death when her psychic abilities increased over tenfold.
One of Carla Jackson’s spirit guides explained to her that her intuition
increased even more after her death and not while she was alive more for karmic
reasons. Carla’s main spirit guide and her main spirit ally team were happy at
the progress she was making in expanding her intuition and they wanted to help
her expand it along quicker. However, progress was controlled not to punish her
but more to keep Carla Jackson from giving in to temptation to take revenge at
those who wronged her in her personal andor professional life when she
encountered setbacks. Carla Jackson unintentionally carried heavy karma from a
previous lifetime where she used her gifted intuitive, imagination power, and
intellectual abilities towards revenge for those who did her wrong. Carla
Jackson ended up having to repay that karma in the next life (which she had
just left after dying) by allowing her intuition to expand but more at a
gradual level than her previous lifetime and her imagination power and
intellectual abilities were still there but would be dialed down to where they
would only more rapidly expand when she tapped into her intuition on putting
herself in the external environment and professional situation that she was
meant to be in (which was why Carla Jackson died less than five years after
intuitively finding the right livelihood and environment for her as well as
finally expanding her imaginative and intellectual abilities even further as an
aspiring writer). The day of her sudden death, Carla Jackson was joyfully
listening to Steps by Pop Evil, Magic by Robin Thicke, Waiting For A Girl Like
You by Journey, and My Best Friend by
Tim McGraw while she was in the shower. The Steps and Magic songs reminded her
of the spiritual power she was finally able to access after so many attempts
made in the previous years and she was finally able to tap into that spiritual
power for what she correctly guessed were karmic reasons. The My Best Friend
song and Waiting For a Girl Like you reminded Carla Jackson of the strong
spiritual and romantic bond that her and her husband Bert Cooper share.
Speaking of past lives, intuition,
and aspiring writers, Bert Cooper was also invited to an event at Santa Monica
college where 25 psychics were gathering and giving talks on different subjects
ranging from creativity in writing to past lives. One of the psychics was even
going to deejay one of the catering events/dinners that was going to be held to
provide dinner to the attendees. Bert Cooper was invited to one of the events
as a book that Carla Jackson was trying to get published while she was still
alive finally got approved for publication just 11 days after her death. A
psychic that was an understanding supporter of Carla’s outlandish behavior saw
a manuscript for her book that caught the attention of her twin girls who
happened to be 11 years old and were born less than one hour apart from each
other. Bert had to go to the psychic gathering in order to provide information
on how Carla was when she was still alive in order to understand the writing
rituals she went about doing while she was alive and juggling a full-time job.
This interview had to be done as soon as possible as Carla’s book was also
going to be made into a movie due to be released a year from now.
Bert Cooper gets inside the
building to find the psychic that he is meant to see and to understand Carla’s
inner world better to see what helped her intuitive abilities blossom.
Something guides him to check out various rooms first, which he is allowed to
do since the unlimited guess past was sent to him through the mail. Anyhow,
Bert Cooper peeks through one room and sees that a person listed as one of the
most powerful people in food through the media is giving a talk on how
imagination power ties into weight loss. Two of the women who lost weight
through walking and a more careful diet are featured.
Bert Cooper then peaks through
another room where a speaker is using images of cars that he remembers being
used in the media through the links car and driver mentioning top cars of 2017
to purchase. The psychic in that room is explaining how to harness the
connection between picture images and intuition for greater manifestation.
However, what Bert Cooper peeks through the next room really gets his attention
going.
The room has a wide audience of
various people looking and listening to a psychic husband and wife team named Kirsten
and Marcus Paterson. The audience looks to be a wide range of over 70-80 people
of single people, married people, heterosexual couples, LGBT couples etc. The
first couple that Bert Cooper notices is two women with blonde hair who
resemble actress/celebrity Kristen Stewart and Victoria’s secret model Stella
Maxwell. Another couple resembles singer Michael Buble and Luisana Lopilato. A
third couple resembles singer Flo Rida of the song Right Round and what looks
to be the man’s wife who resembles celebrity/singer Ellie Goulding.
The psychic husband and wife team
Kirsten and Marcus Paterson are reading up on the life purpose charts of the
couple who resemble Kristen Stewart and Stella Maxwell. They explain the both
women are more powerful imagination wise and intuition wise than they may
realize. Marcus admits that they are not sure yet which of the women had a
scandalous and yet super interesting past life. What they do share is that one
of the women was a talented sorceress and psychic in a past lifetime in the mid
1900s in what is now Australia who was so eager to reincarnate back on earth to
where she only spent 10 years in the afterlife realms when her karma earned her
the right to where she could have waited at long as 2000 years before
reincarnating back on earth. This woman was a sorceress known for her charisma
and was blessed with the good looks and a physical appearance similar to the
Veronica sisters who are known for the songs Take Me to the Floor, Untouched,
4ever, Popular etc.
Anyhow, the woman’s named was
Veronica and she was a powerful psychic and intuitive in a past lifetime had
the time to practice and hone her abilities because both her parents were very
wealthy and she was a golden sheep of the family. She even married an excellent
man who treated her with much kindness. However, both her and her husband spent
a considerable time despite loving each other so much for financial reasons
after her parents died. As a result, both the woman in this past lifetime and
the husband turned to other people but their marriage managed to stay intact.
Veronica unexpectedly met her death one day when she tried to pursue someone outside
of her husband who did not seem to be interested in her and so she used her
intuitive abilities to attract another man who would interest her just as much
andor even more.
Veronica thought nothing of this
until a month later when the man who seemed to reject her unexpectedly showed
up at her house door only minutes after her and the other lover she attracted
after the rejection were intimate. The sorceress expressed remorse at not
realizing that maybe he liked her more than she had initially thought but
patiently explained that she was too tired to do anything at this point and
time without rubbing it in too much what she got finished doing. She closed the
door and wished this other man well thinking that would be the end of it and
she did not lock the door as this was in a good upper income/wealthy
neighborhood in mid 1900s Australia.
Much to her surprise, the man named
Colin who previously rejected her did not want to harm her but he felt so
strongly about her that he ran up to the steps rapidly and wanting to follow
her into her bedroom as he correctly sensed that the other lover named Evan had
already left the house. Veronica politely asked Colin to leave and truly wished
him well to find another woman. For whatever reason, Colin was hoping that the
feelings that Veronica had for him less than two months earlier could reignite.
Veronica was flattered by Colin’s interest but she explained that she is too
tired to do anything with Colin even if she wanted to because Evan wore her out
and she needed some rest. Veronica opened the door to her bedroom and was about to shut it hoping that Colin
would get the hint and go. However, Colin did not and grabbed Veronica’s arm
with such force that she slammed against the wall and fell down the steps
before Colin could grab her. Veronica unintentionally died from this fall
because part of her abdomen landed on the shattered wine bottle that her lover
Even left on the middle stairwell before Veronica and him started making out
against the steps. The vision for the psychic and wife team closed after Marcus
saw the scene where Colin was in tears after unintentionally/accidently killing
Veronica and a horrified Evan came into the house to see what happened to
Veronica. Veronica did not know it but
Evan planned on coming back to the house ready for another round of private
time with Veronica but he temporarily left her house to check in with his sugar
mama (Colin was in his 40s and his sugar mama was a wealthy older widowed woman
in her 50s who owned a bar just two blocks away that she inherited from her
businessman husband after he unexpectedly died in a car crash).
Marcus told The lookalike Stella
Maxwell and Kristen Steward couple that the purpose of him and his wife Kirsten
sharing the vision was not to shame them but to instead illustrate that both of
their intuitive instincts are more
powerful than they realize and that sometimes who they tap into as kindred
spirits intuitively the first time are more correct than not but that sometimes
who they perceive to reject them are not rejecting at least one of them at all
but rather testing to see if they can be emotionally strong even if they get
differently from what they initially wanted.
Bert Cooper is shocked by this and
proceeds to go into the next room where a conglomerate of Santa Monica college
food service workers and catering workers from the other are setting up a grand
dinner and tables for both the psychics and the attendees. One of the catering
workers come up to Bert Cooper and tells him even without him having to ask I
recognize you and I know who is looking for you as the following controversial song
starts to play in the background (Sex Type Thing by Stone Temple Pilots), along with a less controversial song but still expressive Carryout by Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake.The
catering employee explains to Bert Cooper that there is a reason why this
shocking song is playing that is going to be explained by the music deejay
within the next five minutes. As one of the catering workers shows Bert Cooper
to the psychic asking for him he sees a neon screen of the other songs and
artists that the deejay is going to feature andor some of the musicians andor
groups are schedule to perform live (the who of the people showing up in person
versus who is to musically deejay is kept a surprise for a good reason until
the end). The music list reads as follows as the combo of people featured in
the music deejay lineup andor who are set to perform live;
Magic by Robin Thicke
Footsteps by Pop Evil
Under The Influence by Elle King
No One Like You by Scorpion
Sure Shot by Beastie Boys
Somebody Told Me by The Killers
My Best Friend by Tim McGraw
Shakin by Eddie Money
No One Like You by Scorpions
Take Me To The Floor by the Veronicas
Right Round by Flo Rida
Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding
Carryout by Timbaland by Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake
Sex Type Thing by Stone Temple Pilots
The Possum Kingdom by The Toadies
Possum Kingdom Toadies song
Website Resources
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I used the idea of the late departed wife being the husband’s spirit guide in reverse form from the book Love Ever After; How My Husband Became My Spirit Guide by Joy Mitchell Lisker I also used the idea that changes are forced upon us if we avoid making the changes ourselves-please know that I am definitely not preaching, rather I am just saving this statement as a reminder to myself why I have to eventually make changes that I feel hesitant to make even as small as letting go of extra items in my apartment that are challenging for me to part with. Additionally, it is also because I have picked up on the truth of changes being forced upon me if I myself avoid making the changes I need to make the challenging way in my past.
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